mostly its ok

9/20

School's back in and I've been feeling a lot better about things lately.  

9/27 

I've been feeling really disconnected from my life, like its not quite happening and I've still got time for other things. That's not very good I must admit. But the weekends always free for me to drink my troubles down. My friend spent the night in my bed yesterday and the day before. I don't know how to be less of a loser and more of a human. But I think I'm ok with that. It's not good to run against your wiring. 

Things are in general pretty alright lately. I like my friends and I trust them more than I tend to. I feel like I'm going crazy a lot because I'm just such a mess about everything but mostly it's ok.